the unknown

curiosity killed the cat, but the satisfaction brought him back.

there are a lot of things in my life that i'm curious about.  mainly the future.   despite quoting, "i know not what the future holds, but i know He who holds it"--i still want to know.  there are so many things i want to find out.  one thing in particular has made me extremely obssessive as of late.  i hate it.  but i still want to know.

my other problem is that once i know the outcome of something, i lose interest.  maybe it's just human nature.  i don't know.  so perhaps it's a good thing that i don't know about what i obssess about.   i just need to stop obssessing and start to really trust in God's timing and plan instead of my own.